It's been forever!

I can't remember when was the last time I wrote, but I know it's been a very long time. I tried over and over to stick with a plan and it's just not staying with me. I'm still signed up with Weight Watchers online and I still have a membership to the gym. I went everyday for a week a couple of weeks ago and then I couldn't sleep and I got so tired then my baby got sick and wouldn't let me sleep and now I'M SICK and I can't do anything. I'm so tired and sleepy all the time. The sleeplessness is killing me. I'm going to keep trying though. I want to go to the gym and work out and eat better even though temptation of going out to lunch is very strong here at work. All I can say is that I'm still trying.